My very first Mother’s Day. I never thought I was going to say those words. I am so blessed and thankful for my family – my heart is spilling with love and joy! I woke up to beautiful flowers, cards and gifts from Brent, Max, Hudson and Casey. I was completely spoiled rotten! A few weeks back my photographer who took my maternity photos and the boys newborn photos offered a free Mother’s Day session to her clients for the year.
It worked – it actually worked (this is what I have to keep telling myself because there are days when it still doesn’t feel real)! The last three months have been quite the roller coaster for us. We wouldn’t have been able to do it without the support from our friends and family.
We started the testing process back in the fall to make sure everything was okay to move forward.
I thought today was going to be easy until I found out that I had to take the second shot. As soon as I read the message in my portal I started to shake. I don’t mind the needles. In fact, I’m getting pretty good at injecting but I am just so worried the entire time that I am going to screw something up while prepping. We had a really hard time tonight trying to get the medicine into the syringe.
Great news! The nurse called today with our schedule for IVF – January 5th is our tentative first day of IVF. It is crazy to think that THIS is really happening. I can’t believe that after going through this battle for over three years, our day is finally within reach! I have so many emotions right now – fear, joy, hope and worry are just a few. I think back to the times when people would ask me about children and I would tell them that I didn’t want any.
Today was a big day for us – we finally met with the fertility doctor. He had such encouraging words for us and really made us feel better about the entire process. It was really was nice to finally hear that our chances are good that IVF will work.
It has been a long year. We have tried acupuncture, various isotonic vitamins, herbs, natural supplements and many other random “old wives tales” but still nothing worked.
Yesterday was the dreaded procedure. I can honestly say that it wasn’t as bad as I thought that it was going to be. As we were driving in, both Jen and I became a bit skeptical – the facility wasn’t in the nicest of areas…but we also determined that we took the worst route possible. Everything was fairly fast. We arrived, checked in, and then about 10 minutes later, we were taken back into the prep room.
This upcoming Wednesday is a big day for us. We will be one step closer to starting IVF. Although I am excited to get the process started, I am also quite nervous. The test requires general anesthesia, something that I have never had before, which also means needles (I ALWAYS pass out). On top of that, Brent is out of town for work and will be until the end of the year. Fortunately, my friend will be taking me to the appointment and picking me up –
Welcome to Maple Lace Lane! This has been a long time in the making for me – I am such a perfectionist that some times it’s hard to get started because of my fear of failure. I have had my ideas and blog name for over a year now but just now had the courage to publish my first blog post. 🙂
I haven’t really decided what I am going to blog about but I figured that I would rather start and then narrow it down than never ever start at all.